+ xtra abt
+ health

📚 i spend most of my days in my bed or in the bath bc im physically disabled, and do a lot of reading on my oasis and gaming on my ps4 :o)

🧺 depending on who is fronting ill either vent 10 times a day or be gone for a week, all tht i ask is that you dont unlisten to me for inactivity because i will ALWAYS come back :o) ive been using vent on and off since 2016 ( shout out to long term mutuals <3 ) for my health and ill probably use it until it is off the app store

🧃 i am looking for long term mutuals and possibly friends to mutually interact w, who share similar struggles 2 me and are working twoards their future (o:

i hate listing all my shit BUT, id rlly like 2 find others that share similar daily struggles , and vent is perfect 4 tht !

i am a csa + incest survivor so naturally i have a lot of problems now ( LOL XD )

♿ i am physically disabled atm bc of an ( unknknown ) autoimmune issue, and use a cane 2 get around. ive technically been using a cane on and off since 2014 due to a knee injury, and i vent abt this often, both positive and negative !

🗣️ i also deal with: DID, ADHD, CPTSD with psychosis, OCD, anxiety + depression

i am in thereapy and seeing doctors for all of the above ! :o)

I forgot to put the scar in the ref pic but in the small sketches it’s there !! Later in my life I’d put my hair in a ponytail. This is my own art so please don’t use it for anything else!

Here is an unorganized list of my memories! They might be organized more once I get more that involve specific people/things.

I could play the ukulele (and loved it!)I knew a ""defective"" aquamarine at some point, she was tall and had long hairI met other non canon gems I traveled with the off colors I loved things that glowed! (glowsticks, my shirt, my plugs, anything luminescent!)I had a pack pack I carried things in?¿ (it wasn’t the hamburger one) I had a mock turtleneck t-shirt type fusion I had a scar on my right eye I was romantically involved with someone nonbianary - but I have no idea who! They played guitarI met a LOT of non-canon gemsSword trained with a small group of gems at one point to hone our skills!